so, i think i am going to start writing again. she may read, and i am okay with that. she is inside herself. so much oppression upon her head. so focused on her needs and wants. i hope she finds peace. but she will not on the path that she is going. everyones got problems. in my life, i am spending money like crazy. i need to stop. i am going to far overboard on $pending. i $ee $omething, and i think i need it. or i $imply want it, $o he buy$. i want to sew.